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Morning coffee and cigarette.

Breakfast is served.

2010

It will be great, I know it will.
/end.

Every time you hope and pray
But the nightmare never goes away
No one hears your words
You’re holding onto misery
You need someone to help you breathe 
You need someone to set you free

I have nothing to say.

I have all this shit I want to write down, but can’t put into words.

Hmmm, i’ll try again later.

Fucking hell.

I feel like shit right now, and I hate saying this but I really do feel depressed. I don’t like saying that because I know how it’s used to get attention, but it’s just how I feel. My best friend is giving me shit & this whole week i’m sure i’ll just be ignored & bitched about. He’s making me feel guilty for everything I can’t stand it. I’m sick of all the kids at school who are just fucking shit. I’m honestly scared of this drama thing which i’m going to my best to just FAIL because I can’t do it. Stuff at home which I don’t want to say is happening. It’s like every kind of shit is happening all at once. And today I just have that depressing feeling & I can’t get it to go away. I hate it, I just want this to end & I just want school to end. And it seem’s so far away.

I need someone to talk to, someone who will listen & understand.
But there isn’t anyone.

xo

message to izzie fotinatos: Yeah I know I will :) there’s going to be so many sport boys LOL! Oh well I will find friends i’m sure. And as if your mum says that >< wtf!! Box Hill’s a great school. I might move in year 12, not sure yet though hahaha (: are you on msn? Cause I could sign on soooonish.

message to izzie fotinatos: Convince your mum! :( it would be so goood if you went. What do you want to do when your older again? Oh god all these shit kids are going hahahah >< xx